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Name: Melissa
Location: St. Louis, Missouri, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: music, dying hair, nails, food, shopping, learning about other cultures, watching movies, road trips!!!, singing, friends, pictures, sweet cars, trying new things,learning about other people, you know....whatever, did i mention food?, i love Jesus, Norah Jones, Gilmore Girls, Golden Girls, Switchfoot, worship, Bridezillas, Trading Spaces, Law & Order, pictures, hip hop, R&B, i dabble a little bit in foreign affairs and politics, CHOCOLATE!!!.....
Expertise: sarcasm, confrontation (in a good way), havin' a good time, making people laugh, making mistakes- sometimes learning from them, sometimes laughing at them, being me :), bargain shopping, Golden Girls- I've seen every episode...yeah i'm..cool, making people think for themselves, pointing out the obvious, giving my opinion, encouragement, giving 100% in everything i do......
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  w8ting2breathe
Member Since:
5/12/2005
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| i'm not so much excited about valentines day this year...except that i get to go out with mandi and some other girls....but other than that....yeah..not so much | | |
| so i've been thinking about what salon i want to work in lately and when i do something weird happens...i feel myself pull back....hesitate. why would i do that? this is finally the chance for me to get my life going and i'm scared....my life is nothing like what i was planning on it being...i mean nothing like it. i never thought i wouldn't be in bible college anymore...i never thought i would be a cosmetologist....i never planned on having surgery or finding out i have cancer...why is it that this scares me? it scares me because i'm afraid of what's going to happen...what else could change. i've never been a huge risk taker...i've always at least felt like i've had a path before me but now i just feel like there's a wide open expanse in front of me. part of me feels liberated....but the other part of me is freaking out! sometimes i don't like to have choices because i'm too afraid of making the wrong one. but i guess at the same time not having choices would be boring and i would never learn anything by making the wrong decisions...or the right ones. and i'll just do what i always do...force myself forward before i get stuck being afraid of everything....of life. | | |
| so i've been reflecting a lot lately on myself and who i am....and it's really interesting to me how different i am now that i'm older. i'm not really old...but old enough to wonder why i did the things i did when i was younger. why i thought that my life would be over if some boy didn't like me or if i never went on a date or if i had to stay home on a weekend because nothing was going on. i've realized that i'm comfortable with staying home on the weekend and that i really can survive if a boy doesn't like me and i have to be single for a while. i've decided that this year is going to be better than last...it has to be. this past year was pretty rough for me...the way i see it...i can either let myself be depressed and think that this year could still be just as bad...or do my best to make it better. and even though this past year was rough...it's on the uphill...i'm getting better which has allowed me to start looking for a cosmetology job...which means that my life won't be on pause anymore. i'm going to take care of me this year. i'm tired of waiting on other people to make me feel special or important. i am special and important without them. i like that i'm too the point where i can finally only care about taking care of myself. i'm not walking around this year with my heart out there for everyone to step on. | | |
|  i miss her.......i can't wait to dye her super-fabulous new haircut either.... | | |
|  hey everyone...
i haven't updated in a while so i thought i should. not a lot has been going on besides working every day. i'm glad i am though cuz i actually got to buy some people christmas presents this year...so i'm working every day this week too. i'll probably have close to forty hours.. there's a boy that works at bath and body works now...he's pretty cool. we get a long because he's a guy...and everyone else in the store are girls and i don't get along with girls all the time...it's just a nice change of pace. anyway that's about it...i don't really have much more to say so i'm still alive. i hope everyone has a great christmas! | | |
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